Ajmal Sahibzada

One more thing. You will notice I have not asked you for pics and never will. I have NEVER asked your age, and both for a good reason. Asking and being told someone's age tells you NOTHING...NOTHING about the person of relevance. How long they have been on the planet, but not what they have done with the time, nor anything of relevance ABOUT them. It is pointless, and I choose NOT to waste my time on such irrelevant bullshit.

#2. I have learned over my relatively short lifespan that to have ANY kind of meaningful relationship, one that endures and flourishes, you have to know ABOUT the person, not the superficial shit but WHO they are. You have to know you have someone who will be there for you, who makes you smile, laugh, someone you can cry with, do stuff with, enjoy doing NOTHING with. What makes them happy, sad, angry, what do they like to do? What do they do? School? Work? What did they study, what kind of work...family, and ALL the normal shit that friends talk about all the time. THEN WHEN you know he is the one, GO FOR IT. 

That is what I want with you. I am hopeful WE can turn into US, but we gotta spend time talking and being with each other. Exploring each other, getting to know each other. That is where ALL relationships of any consequence START. I am sorry to be sick right now, but by \the weekend I am hopeful I will feel better and we can spend time.

I DO HOPE AND PRAY YOU are THE ONE. I cannot know for sure right now but my instincts it is definitely a possibility and I would like that.

Ok, back to bed. GOD I feel wretched. Sorry. Bad timing. LOL.

Hugs. I will dream of laying next to you in your arms...feeling your warmth and tenderness...as the breezes whoosh through the window causing the curtains to sway and the night encircle us.

ONE THING I KNOW. I am without question, THE BEST THING to ever happen to you and it will be as you said, happiness and success for you and me, albeit TOGETHER. We need to spend the time to be sure but I sense it will be worth it.

Here is what I know. When your profile first came up,  saw the one of you standing on a sidewalk, took one look and went WHOA. THAT is THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DUDE I HAVE EVER SEEN.

My heart skipped a beat fluttered and I almost embarrassed myself.

I must say, that just NEVER happens to me. For one thing, and I have written extensively about my feelings on the subject, I DETEST supereficiality and shallowness. To me dudes who focus on looks, age, stats, etc...are simple minded idiots and I do not play that.

If you are the most gorgeous dude on the planet but an airhead, or a mean-spirited asshole or whatever, WHAT DOES IT MATTER what you look like. We are going nowhere. If we fall in love, looks don't matter either for if you are in love, you WILL automatically love the look of your partner.

I want to know WHO  someone is. I want to know if we mesh, if we share common interests, if we can get along, if we can find a baseline to build on. Personality, character, intelligence, sense of humor, hobbies and interests THAT is what counts, and LONG AFTER the looks go and they do for EVERYONE, WHO YOU ARE endures. Looks fade YOU DON'T. We evolve and grow yes, but the basics of who we are as people remain. 

I will NEVER settle for sitting on the front porch when I can go inside and live with the PERSON on the inside. 

I want a dude I can talk to, be with, enjoy doing stuff with or doing nothing with, a dude with principles and values consistent with mine. Common interests, someone to laugh with. BE WITH, ENJOY.

I know what I said up front. I took one look at you and went bonkers. But that was a momentary flash. Beyond that, I am back to wanting to know YOU, WHO you are. I am a lover beyond words. I would love being close with you and God knows you will never want for sex. I will keep you VERY satisfied.  I would keep you REALLY busy LOL. But the most important thing is US. We two. BOTH OF US... HERE in America, so you are out of danger and the chaos of the Middle East. Afghanistan is too unstable and you can never really succeed there. You can here. 

I just hope there will come a time when all that is important to both of us is US. Here, in this big house in the country in the American midwest.

Don't say no without giving US a chance, please.

It could without question be the VERY BEST THING that ever happened to you

One more thing. You will notice I have not asked you for pics and never will. I have NEVER asked your age, and both for a reason. That is totally irrelevant and if I don't ask, I resent BEING asked. So please don't. Instead focus on what is important. US. You and me, exploring each other as two human beings with a predetermineed goal of being a couple.

Thanks. I pray you are different and will understand what is important. I only know at this point that I want a chance for US...here.

I probably won't be on much at all the next couple days. Busy and not feeling all that hot either. Hopefully Saturday we can get together